Di sini lahirnya sebuah cinta...

Merdeka!! Merdeka!!! Happy 57th Independence Day, Malaysia! 

I like the theme for this year, "Di sini lahirnya sebuah cinta....." Its true. We always refer or dedicate our LOVE to a person, to the things that we really like but we subconsciously realised that we should have LOVED our country even more. Why?? Because our country is - A place where u grew up at. A place where secured u from crime and harmful fight and war. A place where we can live in peace & harmony, and many many more. Nevertheless, my country namely Malaysia consists of a very unique citizen which comprising different races and religions. Isnt that cool? =)

From what happened to our brothers and sisters in Palestine, it made me sad. Really really sad. But at the same time, it reflects how thankful and grateful I am to be in Malaysia. Syukur. Alhamdulillah.. Couldnt asked for a better country than this..

MERDEKA!!! MERDEKA!!! MERDEKA!!

I LOVE U, MALAYSIA =)

Hooray hooray..

Tak lama lagi nak Merdeka. Bestnya!!!! Suddenly semangat pulak. Semangat kemerdekaan yg membara-bara.. Hoorayyy!!

Plus, we gonna have a longgggg break.. 3 hari cuti tu. Best best.. Tapi tak tau lagi nak pegi mana.. Any idea??

Takpe, janji Merdeka! And Cutiiiiiii =) *senyum lebaq naaa*

SMILE :)

A smile is an inexpensive way to change your looks..

Fast Facts About You!

The length from your wrist to your elbow is the same as the length of your foot.

Your heart beats 101,000 times a day. During your lifetime it will beat about 3 billion times and pump about 400 million litres (800 million pints) of blood.

It is impossible to lick your elbow. Well, for almost everyone… but a few can.

Your mouth produces 1 litre (1.8 pints) of saliva a day.

The human head contains 22 bones. More on the head and brains

On average, you breathe 23,000 times a day.

Breathing generates about 0.6g of CO2 every minute.

On average, you speak almost 5,000 words a day – although almost 80% of speaking is self-talk (talking to yourself).

A person can live without food for about a month, but only about a week without water.

You’ll drink about 75,000 litres (20,000 gallons) of water in your lifetime.

Men loose about 40 hairs a day. Women loose about 70 hairs a day.

On average, you blink 15 000 times a day. Women blink twice as much as men.

The liver is the largest of the body’s internal organs. The skin is the body’s largest organ.

Your finger nails grow at 1 nanometre per second (0.000 000 001 m/s). Your hair grows at 4 nanometres per second (0.000 000 004 m/s).

About 13% of people are left-handed. Up from 11% in the past.

A newborn baby’s head accounts for one-quarter of its weight.

The bones in your body are not white – they range in color from beige to light brown. 

Our eyes are always the same size from birth.

Every person has a unique tongue print.

We actually do not see with our eyes – we see with our brains. The eyes basically are the cameras of the brain.

Our eyes can detect sound.

Source from http://didyouknow.org/fastfacts/body/

Botol Air Baru

As most of my family/friends/colleagues knew that I am a drinker! Bahasa melayu nya is kaki minum! Yes! Sejak 2 3 menjak ni, mmg kuat minum and the fact that i dont drink bit by bit but tons by tons instead. Maybe there's a time whereby I think i'm kinda dehydrated and need lotsa water in my body. So i keep drinking til i got used with this extra water supply everyday.

Initially i dont drink. i dont drink water especially plain water. I'm used to love those sweet drinks and sugar riched drinks especially soft drinks. Til one day i realised these drinks are not good for me, so i stopped! i join herbalife balanced challenge meal and i started to drink using their own bottle. The bottle that is very convenient, easy to bring and tag along, hot and cold friendly and so many others. 

This is my 3rd bottle, i like the color. Sooo me! But they only have it in 1litre cap. The other two that i have are orange and green respectively. The orange is 2litre cap while the green one is 1litre cap. 

The story behind this new bottle is my daily use green bottle has been filled with air zamzam (keje mak aku la tu). She filled the bottle with air zamzam and sometimes air yassin or air dari masjid. So, i cannot use it as my daily water bottle anymore cuz i dont want to replace the water that often. So one day, Nisa came to my hs and she told me that she's going to the herbalife office before coming to my hs. So i pon kirim her this one new bottle and taraaaaaa, i got this purple shocking pink bottle. A new one from herbalife and i love it so much! At office, i refill it at most pon average of 3-4 times a day... So, this kaki minum had 3-4 litres a day. Fuhhhhh.. i love me, i love myself, so i have to love my body. Therefore, i need to take good care of my health by drinking lotsa water. 

Some facts abt water and human,
The human body is more than 60 percent water. Blood is 92 percent water, the brain and muscles are 75 percent water, and bones are about 22 percent water.

*A human can survive for a month or more without eating food, but only a week or so without drinking water.

Adieu Seeya

i wanted a perfect ending. now i've learned the hard way that some poems don't rhyme, and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle and end. life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it without knowing what's going to happen next. 

when there are lines upon my face from a lifetime of smiles, when the time comes to embrace for one long last while, we can laugh about how time really flies, we wont say goodbye because true love never dies, you will always be beautiful and perfect in my eyes.

why cant we get all the people together in the world that we really like and then just stay together? 

i guess that wouldn't work. someone would leave. someone always leaves. then we would have to say goodbye. but for me, goodbyes are not forever. goodbyes are not the end. they simply mean i will miss you until we meet again. in sha Allah we will meet again someday. i may not see you in reality but u are always in my heart for eternity.

for all u know, i always see u in my dreams, days and nights, only u that i see. 

dont you ever changed =)

Baby Blue

Selfie for wedding. 

This is a throwback photo. It was taken in June 2014 if im not mistaken. Wedding of Aemy, my colleague UiTM. 

While waiting for Naimah to fetch me at home, here are some of the usual things that i would do. 

Credit to my boombastic photographer: Mrs Zul a.k.a my mom. She knows from which angle to take. Terrorrr~ Thanks mom. I love uuuuu!

More update on the wedding itself soon i presumed =) 

Puing Kenangan

Setelah ku gagal cinta

Ku terhanyut dalam sepi yang tiada berakhir

Sakitnya rasa hatiku ini

Menerima kenyataan pahit

Ingin ku kembali merajut cintaku

Namun ku takut dia tak mencintaiku lagi

Sakit karena cintamu

Engkau tak mengerti diriku

Haruskah ku balas semua ini

Agar ku puas memberi hasratku ini

Cukup kau hancurkan semua

Mimpi indah yang ku impikan

Selalu kau pergi dan tinggalkanku

Kini hanyalah puing kenangan dan kesedihan

Ingin ku kembali merajut cintaku

Namun ku takut dia tak mencintaiku lagi

Sakit karena cintamu

Engkau tak mengerti diriku

Haruskah ku balas semua ini

Agar ku puas memberi hasratku ini

Cukup kau hancurkan semua

Mimpi indah yang ku impikan

Selalu kau pergi dan tinggalkanku

Kini hanyalah puing kenangan dan kesedihan

20 August 2014

Today, 20th August 2014, remarks an unforgettable day for me after i've been in scare, paranoid and nervous situations, finally now I am released. Lega.... =) 

Early in the morning I went to see Prof Vicky, my neuro surgeon pertaining to my MRI result done last Monday. So ever since I did my MRI, i could not sleep and I was attacked by the anxiety and headache and vertigo and whatnot. Tak senang duduk. Dok pk what the result gonna be. 

And today, I reached UMSC at 8.30am and was called in by 9.45am. *dup dap dup dap* Prof Vicky open up the result and he told me that the result looks good, looks fine and looks fine. No tumour to be found there at the part they did my surgery. Alhamdulillah. Syukur =) I am smiling all the way today.. This is the best and happy news I've ever wanted to listen to since last week. Alhamdulillah. Praises to Allah. 

Now, I still need to focus on my health especially my food intake, my physical activities and also my emotional care. I need to be more positive in order to stay healthy.. Whatever that makes me sad, upset, disappointed, all i keep them in my the other 'storage'.. Like one of my friend said, "Medicine comes 2nd, Positivity comes 1st". So yeah, i will keep myself surrounded by positive people, positive things and the most importantly the happy memories =)

Puteri =)

When we have this 2 and half hours of lunch break every Friday, it always make us to crack our head to think where we gonna have our lunch at, or, where to shop (if we wanna go for shopping) and anything la.. This is just because of that 2 and half hours. Sound so long and sound so wrong if we drag it to 3 hours (which is that usually happened to all of us).. So again, we don't want to miss the excitement from it..

Hari ni mmg purposely, intentionally tak puasa because of that. Before masuk office dah sibuk plan nk makan kat mana during lunch break.. And finally we decided to go to either Anis Puteri at Pantai Dalam or at Restoren Puteri at TTDI. Ala, we all ada 2 jam setengah kan.. Nak pegi jauh2 pon takde hal laaa.. hahahaha

And... after tempuh jem yang tak berapa melampau, we reached at Anis Puteri and yes, Anis Puteri tutup.. Err.. dont know why.. Its either belom start operation since Cuti Raya or mmg tutup every Friday.. Back up plan comes in.. To Restoren Puteri here we go!!!! This is my 2nd time here =)

Memang puas hati. We had lunch buffet. Believe it or not, i had 5 rounds of food refill. Percayalahhhhhh... Besttt... All food are nice. Seriously.. Memang masakan kampung ala2 minang ni mmg sedap.. I had nasi with asam pedas, ikan bakar, lemak cili api, sotong masak hitam, sambal belacan for the 1st round. For 2nd round i had bihun soto, 3rd round rojak buah.. Cutted fruits and caramel pudding for the 4th round and final round i have to finish up my limau asam kasturi.. What i didnt take is the kerabu mangga, laksa johor and some other food. And guess what? I only paid for RM35!!!! Kenyang plus puas hati and boleh datang lagi.. Terbaikk laaaa... 

So if sape2 nak pegi, go and search Restoren Puteri. Got two branch, 1 is at TTDI and another is at Brickfield =)

Super Sleepy..Zzzzz

Hey hey.. lunch hour just ended but yeah.. i didnt eat and i didnt go out since im fasting today.. Now when I wanna start to do my work, my eyes are getting much closer.. Daannngggg! 

Oh tidakkkk! Im super sleepy right now.. Help!! Help!! Apa nak buat ni? Usually, if im about to get highhhh bcuz of too sleepy, i will munch something and wont stop from munching.. anything will do.. Nanti I will start la pegi jalan2 from one table to another table nak paw food.. So, so far, dah tau la which table yg selalu akan ada food and selalu akan jadi mangsa si pengantok giler ni...

Table kak wani for asam asam.. Mesti ada stock asam.. Same goes to table kak hasmah.. Ini dua orang hantu asam.. If pegi table kak anim, selalu if i nak paw biskut2.. pastu paw air 3 in 1, fulamakkkk.. biskut cicah milo panas.. terbaikkkk.. Other than that, we all ada this one centre cabinets whereby usually akan ada officer2 yang baik hati belanja food when they tapau from outside.. Macam semalam, kin belanja goreng pisang la, cekodok la.. and some bosses brought kuih raya from home.. Heavennnn....

But..... that only happen IF i tak puasa la.. Bila puasa macam arini, tak tau nak buat apa.. Serioussssly i dont know.. Nak focus buat keje pon gagal.. Haaaaaaaaaihhh (long sigh).... Maybe I should update more entry since today, hari mengantok sedunia for me..

Lalalalalala........ *no music to listen to pon*

Lalalalalalala..lala..lala.... 

*my face right now in front of PC*

The Fault In Our Stars

The fault in our stars. Wrote by the author John Green and the novel was published in 2012. First shown in cinema in July 2014. When i saw the trailer back then in May, I already be too excited to watch it. Too excited maybe because from the trailer, I can see that the story is merely related to me. Because the girl is sick. Despite being sicked, she still live her life as normal and is in love with that guy (based on the trailer). Yes, I never read this novel before. So I have no idea what the story is all about. Unlike my other friends, they have read it and they knew the story and can expect the ending of the movie. I think mcm tu mcm dah tak best. Cuz u know what to expect. Kan? 

So.. when it first released, it was in the fasting month which I dont watch movie in that particular month. I was a bit upset because I'm afraid it will stop showing at the cinema right after Raya Eve. Estimation of every movie if im not mistaken is around 2 weeks (based on demand).

Suprisingly, I had this opportunity to watch it! OMG! I was TOO HAPPY (sampai nak nangis! belom tgk lagi dah happy sampai nak nangis).

Berbekalkan my must-have drink eveytime I watch movie, the Green Tea, i didnt finish it for the first time. Because Im too attached to the movie. I even cried the very first 10 minutes. 

The girl named Hazel is having the lung cancer stage 4 who met this guy named Augustus. I dont want to write it here what happen, what happen next, what happen to the girl and what happen to the guy. I just wanna tell that I know exactly the feelings that she had. Ohhh myyy.. Its so me.. I felt the same thing.. but then, she is so lucky to met Gus.. They fall in love with each other although they know both of them isnt perfect but they just appreciate life and be as positive as they can..

Its a MUST WATCH movie. Pegi la tengok.. If kat cinema dah takde, pls download.. I've influenced my friends and yes, they have downloaded it. Their feedback??? Expected!! The feedback is the story is SUPER NICE. 

I just hope all of us will appreciate life while we are still alive. 

Hello August =)

Assalamualaikum everyone... Im back to office after few jumped-skipped raya leave which i took on the 5th and 8th of Syawal.. Whereas I came to work on the 3rd and 4th Raya. Why got this jumping and skipping of the day? Why tak direct je? I have no idea about that. *i love the "just go with the flow" kind of thing" Tak payah nak serabut2 pk macam2....

Well.... now we have met August, also the month of Syawal. I feel blessed, truly blessed in Ramadhan, and I must said tht the fasting month was great! Whenever I feel down or something that try to pull me down, I always remind myself that "NO! Dont be sad, Nadia cuz Allah is there for you" 

I entirely throw myself as a servant of Him. I didnt regret of what happened in the past but I take it as an experience, lesson and I shall admit, the best memory of my life. I went through a lot in this life. The good and bad ones are all fated. I could not afford to blame anyone in this story because everyone has their own special role. The role of teaching me, lifting me up, appreciating, insulting and the best one is make me aware who matter most in this world and especially to go back to the Almighty.

In this month, I hope life will continue to be good to me cuz Im happy with my life now. Life which is full with reflections and I will keep repenting to God for the sins that I have committed before. 

So yeahh, stay tuned and I will always come back! =) Tataaa...