Balik kampong!

So i'm going back to my hometown later. We planned to depart from home early in the morning. Maybe will be reaching there around 1pm. Yes, we decided to drive. cuz dad is allergic with planes. lol....

The highlight is, i'm so excited to meet my dearest cousins, aunties and uncles. It has been quite sometime i didnt see some of them.

In addition to the excitement, i'm more than excited when i got to know that they are going to have bbq on saturday nite.. Yayyy!!! It will be so called like a family gathering for us. The bbq is merely for family bonding and to celebrate the March babies *exciteddddd, because i'm one of them, huhu*

Really look forward for it and cant wait to see them.. 

*star jump*

Dear Best Friend.

For sale or auction?

For sale or for auction? 

Some of my friends said put it in auction and get see the highest bid. I'm such truly touched when there are people who still care and concern about me.. :(

So, when can i end this sadness? *i dont know*

At my workplace, i just let them wonder "am i the type of person who never deal with problems in life?" #deep

I'm lost!

I cannot lose you...

because if I ever did, I'd have lost... 

my best friend,

my soul mate,

my smile,

my laugh,

my EVERYTHING 

:(

Part of me has gone

Separuh jiwa ku pergi :(

Dulu, pernah sekali separuh jiwa ku pergi.. Pegi tinggalkan aku selamanya..

Masih lagi bertahan kerana aku punya separuh lagi jiwa di dalam diri…

Tapi kini, sudah tiada erti lagi…

Hancur luluh hati ku ini..

Baru seketika ingin merasa untuk memulakan perasaan cinta..

Baru seketika ingin memberi ruang dan rasa..

Baru seketika ingin memulakan sesuatu yang belum mula..

Tapi terberhenti seketika. Berat kaki untuk melangkah..

Melangkah lebih jauh bersama kekosongan jiwa...

Ya Allah, Kau kuatkanlah diri ini.

Aku tak mampu membohongi hati dan perasaan ini.

Aku tak mampu nk teruskan diri hidup ini.

Cukup la aku kehilangan cinta sejati, tidak lah pula aku sanggup mengorbankan persahabatan ini

Aku tak kuat… 

Upset

He said the lowest of low a man can be is when that guy asks you to return back whatever that he paid for you.

For me, the lowest of low a man can be is when he stood up and walk away when the gf hasn’t done with her meal.

Busy busy

Busy month.. Busy month..

So many things to settle..

I need to run errand on my wedding stuff.. house renovation.. workload.. etc..

Banyaknya benda kene buat… 

*sigh*

Hap-deyyy

Hari ni iols halfday ye.. Bestnyaaaaa!!!!!

Kisah halfday ni sebab nk pegi jumpa tok imam.. nak mintak kebenaran utk menikah.. amboiii.. bunyi macam nk menikah satu lagi.. hahaha..

So jap lagi, I akan pegi dgn bapak and 2 org saksi.. sape yg jadi saksi tu? 

Jeng jeng jeng…

Tak lain dan tak bukan la.. abg sham and abg faizal.. dorg 2 org ni je yg selalu available.. abg zalie jauh nun kat JB sana..Dia skrg kan dh keje kat sane.. So mmg tak dapek la dia nk nolong.. heh

Lepas pegi jumpa tok imam kat masjid taman tar nanti, weols akan makan secara Jemaah kat umah.. Bapak dh request kt mak suruh masak special punya hari ni.. MMmmmmm nyummyyyyy! =)

Ok sampai ketemu lagi ya… Daaaaa

LUCKY =)

Do you hear me, I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy, I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you, I promise you, I will

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through the trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Its a sign...

At first it started off well. I feel so release when I managed to talk (read: text) him. We texted for almost a week. Not much, not often but we texted each other. We talk as friends, I find that there is a gap, a distance, it’s not like how we used to. There are times when he talk much, and there are times when he hardly talk.

When I was in Penang, surprisingly he text me on my birthday. I feel so happy about it. But slowly, it fade away… I dunno why…… im still waiting…. But he is not there….

I think it’s a sign for me to understand. Not too hard to understand but I do… 

HB 33

Today is a special day for my special someone.

Wishing that person many happy returns, happiness and love.

"Happy Birthday U"

The best life i ever could live.....

I 

love 

you 

because 

you 

bring 

out 

the 

best 

in 

me, 

and 

holding 

on 

to 

that 

thought, 

I 

sincerely 

believe 

that 

just 

by 

being 

with 

you 

shall 

bring 

out 

the 

best 

life 

I 

ever 

could 

live.