Oh emm gee!!!
This is very shocking to me and also to my husband.. when my
sickness all this while ive been encountered to rupanya it leads to something
else. The sickness that ive never deal before, never feel that way, never in
mylife face this several sickness in the same time..Rupanya there is some “creation”
in my body. That creation is a creation of a baby. Oh emm gee! Im pregnant!!!
When I first got to know about it, I can feel the different when my period has
passed. Im the type who is regular in the period cycle somehow I missed it. Im
a regular for every 20th of the month but after 27th I didn’t
get it, I headed straight to guardian and buy the pregnancy kit. I feel so
nervous at that time. 1 week before 20th I had a bad fever, fatigue
and uncomfy body. When I went to the clinic, the doctor said im just having a
low blood pressure. So just take few med and sleep. Until i meet 27th.
I bought two types of pregnancy kit. My friend whom I companied
her last month when she wanted to buy the kit, she told me that she needs to
get the kit in different type. I asked what are the rationales and she said its
to ensure accuracy. One kit might provide a different result from another. So I
take her words and buy 2 of them. I drove back home and when I reached home,
straight to the washroom and test.. Syukur Alhamdulillah… both kits showed the
same result. I feel like crying, I feel like wanna shout but I just keep it to
myself. Not even to my husband. I surprised him by just leave the kit at the
washroom and let him find it himself.
Allah is great. He tested me with many obstacles and he let me to have this miraculous gift at the very early stage of my marriage. Without having many
attempts and yet to go for our honeymoon but we have been given with this gift.
Some of my colleague said this is what we call “bunting pelamin”. Im not so sure
how it works but yeahhhh it happened. I always take lightly with their words.
One senior of mine asked me to go for our honeymoon during the gap between my
reception and PD reception. She said “baik pegi minggu tu, mana tau nnt ntah2
habes belah PD awak pregnant” and I laughed out loud. I said “takkan la cepat
macam tu” but yeahhh it happened. Allah is great..
So today, im 9 weeks 5 days. This Sunday going to be my Week
10 and im nervous. There are so many things that Im worried about. Last Monday, I
have few spotting and we went to the clinic. The doc advised me to not to do a
lot of movement cuz the baby is still weak. Not forming yet. I have to wait for
another 3 weeks to complete my first trimester. This is my first experience and
I have a mix feeling.
I feel happy, nervous, worried, and many more.
Hope Allah
smoothen my journey. Amin..
