Time off!

Short Getaway!

Yuhuuuu… I am going for a short getaway.. Best nyaa!!! =)

Lepas geram sebab last year tak pegi mana2 pon.. So, I made decision to go for as many getaway as I can! (konon banyak sangat masa laaaa..heh)

So I will start the first one tomorrow! 25 January 2015 and will start with the nearest place dulu and that will be at Putrajaya!

Happy holiday guyssss!

xoxo

*long sigh*

Tak larat.

Penat.

Rasa macam nak nangis je skrg ni.

Tak tau apa yg dia nak.. 

Tak tau apa lagi yg dia expect from me.

Takkan 24 jam nk kene amik hati dia je. 

Orang pon penat. Serba serbi nk jaga hati dia.

Cepat betul terasa hati.

Iya mmg betul, dia tak kuat jealous and tak kongkong.. 

tapi…….

Expectation dia terlalu tinggi and im just not like that…

24 jam nak kena cakap all the sugar-coated words.. nak puji2.. nak manja2.. penatttt!

Ni tak, bila dia cakap something which I don’t know how to react, dia yg akan ajar,

“Patutnya u cakap la I miss u ke, nk ajak dating ke,” 

and got la few times whereby dia bgtau yg dia dh sampai umah awal from office, balik ofis awal, tak stayback and I was like 

“Okayyyy” 

then tiba2 he said 

“I expect la u cakap nk jumpa I ke, nak ajak dinner ke” 

Seriously… I don’t usually do that. NOT until it comes naturally from my heart. =(

Susah kan…. Penat la.. Takkan nak gado sebab benda2 BODOH macam ni.. last2 sekali, I choose to keep quiet and keep my mouth SHUT! 

Sukati ko la nak buat ape

(ni mmg dah level give up)

:(

Who to Love?

Sad :(

When i went to office this morning, i was happy, cheerful and excited. But somehow, i didnt do and say anything to him, suddenly he gave me some remarks through whataspp :( What i did wrong?

Its just because i didnt comment much on the image that he sent, i didnt give supportive words, he alleged that I always find a way to belittle him. No i dont. 

Why? Just because i shared everything about my true love, he starts to feel insecure? he needs more attention? afraid i will flirt behind his back? Come on la.... Dont be too childish..

When i told sheila about this, she has the same expression. Kind of shock! Why on earth suddenly give such emo text. 

I feel so down.. Bagus la buat macam tu.. Biar kita jauh... After all, you already know about me, about my feelings, do whatever that you want. 

Procedure

Hari ni whatsapp2 dgn Fina.. Since she is getting married this March.. So borak2 la on the preparation.. Okayyyy she scares me a lot!!! Byk benda kene buat! Procedure nak daftar kawen pon mcm leceh.. Complicated! Nak kene tggu form belah laki la, mntk pengesahan jurunikah la, adoiii.. Ape pon tak boleh.. Dah la i start satu apa pon! Sebab tu la ape pon tak boleh!!!!

Macam stress pulak.. Nak nikah bulan May ni, kira2 tambah tolak lebih kurang 4 bulan je lagi.. Bunyi mcm lama lagi.. Ala 4 bulan... boleh relax2.. makan2 minum2... Sukati aku je kan.. Sekali bila fina citer macam tu, bila dengar betapa kelam kabutnya dia, i pon jd cuak.. Mula la google website Jais.. Adoii adoii adoii...... 

*tarik nafas panjang2, lepas!!*

Tengok la mcm mana nnt.. Bulan January ni terpaksa la biarkan ia berlalu pergi.. Takleh nk buat apa laa.. Im too busy with work.. Too busy at office.. Takde fikir lain pon buat ms skrg ni.. Yg i tau, pegi keje balik keje..lepak dgn sheila..tu je..

In between tu dalam kereta wajib dgr lagu2 nostalgic.. Heh.. Okbai!

Taraaa!

Taraaaaa =) Tora datang lagi.... 

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Adios! xoxo