Smile =)

Which one?

Okay since the past few months, i've been dealing with my sengal Iphone. Macam dh masuk air pon ade. Tapi okay la since dah pakai for the past 4 years, jatuh berdentam dentum still okay lagi. Cuma lately ni je macam SENGAL giler. Serious! Hurmmm.. So? Whats the solution?

Maybe its about time to change to a new phone? Yes? YES!!! Tapi the choices of phone that im gonna pick pon is just the common ones. 

1. Samsung Galaxy Note 2

Note 2 ni guna Android. Easier, not as complicated as using the iTunes. Tapi ada je pro n con. Remember, everything is this world is not perfect. So deal with it! Yg note 2 ni  color baby pink. Macam sweet2 je. It looks so pastel. My current phone is white. I dunno, i simply love the white gadgets. Previously pon white pon. So bila nampak this baby pink Note 2, hati sudah jatuh la.. *im in love*

2. Iphone 5

This one is just a new version of my current phone. It is slimmer. If i choose to buy this, easier for me cuz i have familiar with iTunes.

3. Ada one more but cannot be disclosed here ;p 

So which one???? *confused* HELPPP!!!!

Start at 28

Recently, after what happened to me, the illness i've been suffering for, now i have to really take good care of myself. Besides, jaga makan minum, i've decided to consume a supplement. Umur dah 28 baru nak start amik supplement. Orang lain dah start since muda kot.. Eh! 28 tua ke? :p 

Btw, currently im taking this multivitamin. All multivitamin is the same but the one that im taking has a combination with standardized ginseng extract, vitamins, minerals & ni yg penting ni, alpha lipoic asid.

What is multivitamin? 

According to wiki wiki - 

A multivitamin is preparation intended to be a dietary supplement with vitamins, dietary minerals, and other nutritional elements. Such preparations are available in the form of tablets, capsules, pastilles, powders, liquids, and injectable formulations. 

A multivitamin/mineral supplement is defined in the United States as a supplement containing 3 or more vitamins and minerals that does not include herbs, hormones, or drugs, where each vitamin and mineral is included at a dose below the tolerable upper level, as determined by the Food and Drug Board, and does not present a risk of adverse health effects.

^{Actually besides this supplement, my cool & handsome Neuro Surgeon, Dato' Dr. Jag has supplied me with supplements for the brain. That one is to repair the machine (brain). So from now on, i will do anything for the sake of my health. I know I can.} 

^{I believe that I CAN!}  

Terukir di Bintang

This one very catchy song by Yuna really caught my attention lately. When i do my work, i will listen to songs. So yeah, this song is one of the must-listen song for me. 

I like the melody =)

The lyric? Okay okay lor.. but i like this part the most;

"Terukir di bintang, tak mungkin hilang cintaku padamu........"

Other than that, enjoyyyyy....! 

Jika engkau minta intan permata tak mungkin ku mampu
Tapi sayangkan ku capai bintang dari langit untukmu
Jika engkau minta satu dunia akan aku coba
Ku hanya mampu jadi milikmu pastikan kau bahagia
Hati ini bukan milik ku lagi
Seribu tahun pun akan ku nanti
Kan... kamu...
Sayangku
Jangan kau persoalkan siapa dihatiku
Terukir di bintang tak mungkin hilang cintaku padamu

Titleless

I've been very busy lately. Busy settling down with my life. Verify the dos and the donts, what should and shouldnt, etc. Basically i have to sort things out. Filter what i need the most, what i want but i must let it go. i must say its not easy.

While doing all mentioned above, i've found few things that interest and caught my attention. New job scope. How to develop my career. Further study, Yes? No? We will see. Have monthly 'appointment' with salon, facial, mani & pedicure, everything is about me myself and I. 

From now on, I just want to love myself, yes myself. Love myself more before love anyone else but of course nothing can be on top of family. They are always in my heart.

To those who are new to me, I must welcome them. Some are very nice. Some are very kind. Some are well educated. Some are caring. Some are genius. Some are interesting. I really appreciate every one of them. But, Im still in my grace period. 30 days been away and i survived being independent. The heart is not ready to accept anyone at this point of time. The key of the heart is still with someone else. Pray to Allah that i can really move on, sooner or later, i wish i could be strong. i must say it is hard for me. 

My routine is interesting nowadays. Everyday go to work, come back straight and be with my mom. Is that cool? Yes! I feel peace and calm. More time at home. Get so much of rest. 

Once a while, I will have coffee with my bestfriend, girlfriends, good friends, my cins, everyone who is in my heart. Just love them at the very last bits in my heart.

Till then, my 'luahan hati' for today. Have a nice day lovers! 

xoxo

For The Love

You should only say "I love you" when it is completely obvious,
And does not actually need to be said.
So I pray to God that I love her,
Until my very last breath.
Wallahi, she is perfect.
Everything about her just makes perfect sense,
And every time I get lost or confused,
She is a true friend.
Ever since I was a child, we used to study on the weekends.
I mean some of the brothers liked her, and some of the brothers were obsessed,
And at first I didn't really get it, I mean what made her so different?
Until my eyes were opened wide to our sweet romance and,
Wallahi, she is perfect...did I mention that yet?
"Brother Boonaa is going crazy. He really needs help."
Please judge me all you want, but keep the verdicts to yourself,
'Cause no matter who you love, there will always be obstacles and critics.
And good looks aren't everything, but hey it's all I've really got.
And I want to get close to her because she is close to God,
So I cry my heart out, I let it all go, 'cause after rainfall must come a rainbow,
And trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never even met.
So I can't turn back now. I can't pretend to be ignorant,
And I can't go around acting like she doesn't have me on lock.
Has me lowering my gaze because she is always on the top,
Of my mind, designed as a kind gesture to all mankind,
So I could still see her beauty even if I was blind.
And I believe everything she says, because she has yet to lie,
And if you could point out a contradiction, I would gladly say goodbye.
But you can't, so I can't get her off my mind.
No word of a lie, she is a dime.
Eleven out of ten, amen!
...I mean "ameen."
And I love the fact that she always has me thinking,
'Cause to live without thinking is to shoot without aiming.
People have a lot of questions about her, and so I don't mind explaining,
Because she has absolutely nothing to hide.
Her house is your house, and so you're all allowed inside,
But what bothers me is when people who don't know her talk bad about her behind back,
Uneducated chit-chat.
But she is perfect, why can't you all just see that?
Why don't you learn about her before you cast your stones?
We never blame love, even though love has caused plenty of wars.
You've never seen the wind, but you still know that it blows.
So trust me, there is no point in trying to break up our happy home,
'Cause the struggle only makes us stronger, the changes make me wise,
And happiness has its own weird way of taking its sweet time.
She's my other half, my sidekick on the side.
She makes me, me, we are partners in crime
Where she is, I am not far behind.
And if she's in danger, then my life too is on the line.
And it's not just a crush anymore. I want to learn everything about her,
Everything that happened before, to all of her friends, and all of her misguided foes,
And to be honest, I don't really like arguing about her,
'Cause I don't want to do her the slightest of harm,
And I'd love to stay and entertain your battle of wits, but most of you are clearly unarmed.

 
I love and respect her like I have been taught to love and respect all women,
So to you is your love, and to me is my religion.
Some men manipulate her and use her for greed,
Kill in her name, but her name comes from peace,
So I stand by her pillars proud, she keeps me grounded.
Reminds me to be humble; through her are all the answers,
To every question even worth asking,
And to love her, you must be able to love all human beings.
They deserve to hear her words and learn of her teachings.
She represents what's within, all my sisters and brothers,
Practiced by my kin, and praised by my mother,
A gift from Allah, sent from way up above.
She is Islam,
And I am in love
© Boonaa Mohammed - 2008

One Cool Guy

Just wanna share with about one man named Boonaa Mohammed, a story teller who raps while telling story. He is critically acclaimed award winning writer and performer with accolades including a playwright residency at Theatre Passe Muraille, a short story published in a Penguin Canada anthology called “Piece by Piece” and various slam poetry titles credits including winner of the 2007 CBC Poetry Face-Off “Best New Artist” award.

He is so so so so COOL =)

Among his piece that i'd loved most are For The Love and Signs. Please, check it out on Youtube!!!!

 

Im lost in March

Semalam usha2 balik blog ni, sekali tengok2 entry bulan March ada 1 je. Sadis sungguh! Pasal in February elok je post entry sokmo... Pelik pon ada.. Mana aku menghilang?? Jeng jeng jeng.... Nak tau i pegi mana?? 

Actually on 28th February 2013, i was admitted. Again. Yes admitted again and that was my 4th time being admitted in Gleneagles Intan. Actually few weeks before that memang dah terasa dah macam ada yg tak kene. Macam symptom2 sakit balik tu datang balik.. Tapi ego kan! Nak tunjuk macho.. So act je macam sihat walafiat. Tapi kuasa Allah tu mengatasi segala-galanya. So termasuk jugak la kat dalam hospital tu. 

First day at the hospital for the 4th admission in Gleneagles

Check in Admitted kat hospital on Thursday and the 4th operation was scheduled on the following Wednesday, that is on 6th March 2013. At first rasa contemplated jugak cuz on 7th March 2013 konon2 nk celebrate birthday dgn kawan2 tercinta. Tapi bila pk2 balik, health is MORE IMPORTANT than the celebration. So redha je kene operate hari rabu tu. Expected to be bedridden for a week and that makes me feel more sad. But because this procedure dah pernah buat during my 3rd surgery, so basically im mentally prepared la masa tu. Nak elaborate about the surgery tu macam panjang lebaq sgt. So tunggu la bila dh bersedia dgn medical terms and definition nya sekali. okay?

Have to do MRI & CT Scan for Zillionth times

So i was hospitalised from 28th February 2013 and was discharged on 13th March 2013. Lepas tu sambung MC plak. Doctor advised suruh rest cukup2 kat rumah. So sangap je la kt umah. Makan tidoq makan tidoq. Menarik bukan? Ya memang menarik TAPI kalau sihat la.. Macam keadaan i ni, hurmmm Tuhan je yg tahu. 

Perkara biasa.... berbotol2 darah kene amik. Sob sob

Sekian, wassalam.. Ekekeke...

Lamanya!!!

Its has been nearly a month i didnt write anything here. Cian blog ni terbiar pulak dia. Hurmm. Maklum la busy dgn keje.. heh

So whats new? Nothing! Its just i've been busy in completing my presentation slides and whatnot. Next week gonna be my busy week. It's all about work work work.. Boring kan..

Btw, kite letak tepi citer pasal keje..

Come i share with uolls what I had this morning. Particularly this entire week. What I had for breakfast, lunch and dinner. Not that interesting but ok ok lor... Those are the food that i love to have when Im in the office. If out of office, tak yah citer kat sini la.. Semua i bedal.. ekekeke

1st, almost every morning i'll have my cereal. Koko krunch ke, honey bunches oat ke, frosties ke, BUT if im out of cereal, i'll have............ jeng jeng jeng... SANDWICH!!!! Tuna sandwich is my no 1 choice. No cucumber please.. Tak suka timun la... and lately im up with Tuna + Chicken slice.. ala2 subway gitu.. Perasan cafe bank ni macam subway ke nokkk...

So there will be two type of bread, 1 is normal wholemeal bread or another 1 is croissant. Nyum2.. For drink, I dont mind having a warm water je.. After the op, i seldom take nescafe.. Its not good for me. So, paling koman pon amik milo la.. (dulu benci benci tak suka milo, but now, terpaksa kene la minum cuz 3 bulan kat hospital dok minum milo je kann. amekawww!)

Tuna & Chicken slice with wholemeal bread =)

Tuna & Chicken slice with croissant =)

p/s: kalau tgk kat gamba tu, ada air ala2 blended kan.. yup it is. Its called Chocoholic. Chocolate mixed with banana.. Elok la utk kesihatan... kot..... muehmuehmueh... yg kat tepi tu, ada honeydew.. buah2an tempatan is a must.. pape pon, lain org lain favouritenya. =)