Sakit

#throwback

Cerita masa kita pegi Pantai Bangsar utk baby’s appointment.

Masa ni dah 27 weeks.

Doc: How are you? Is everything ok?

Me: Urmm.. ok kot.. Cuma dah 2 minggu perot ni rasa keras sgt. Pastu rasa sakit sgt2 kat tulang pelvic. 
(sambil tunjuk bahagian yg sakit tu)

Doc: Rasa keras tu kejap2 ke on and off ke camne?

Me: Constantly. All the time.

(Muka doctor terus berubah)

Doc: Okay come kita check (sesi scanning pon bermula)

Sambil pegang2 perot kita doc pon bgtau... 

Doc: Okay u dah rasa contraction ni and this is consider very early. Perhaps this could be another premature baby.

Pastu doc pegang bahagian tepi and dia mmg rasa tulang pelvic tu dh bukak. Terus muka doctor berubah lagi sekali. Muka risau.

Me: Semua ok ke doctor?

Doc: I think whether u like or not, I will give u MC starting your 32^nd week. U kene bed rest. No walking, no driving and no lifting heavy stuff.

Me: *remain silent*

Lepas doctor cakap mcm tu, kita tak tau nk rasa apa. Sedih ada. Speechless pon ada. Iyela, baby baru 6 bulan lebih. Macam awal lagi. Risau pon ada.

Ya Allah, kau lindungilah aku dan bayi dalam kandunganku. 

Amin