Oh emm gee!!!

Oh emm gee!!!

This is very shocking to me and also to my husband.. when my sickness all this while ive been encountered to rupanya it leads to something else. The sickness that ive never deal before, never feel that way, never in mylife face this several sickness in the same time..Rupanya there is some “creation” in my body. That creation is a creation of a baby. Oh emm gee! Im pregnant!!! When I first got to know about it, I can feel the different when my period has passed. Im the type who is regular in the period cycle somehow I missed it. Im a regular for every 20^th of the month but after 27^th I didn’t get it, I headed straight to guardian and buy the pregnancy kit. I feel so nervous at that time. 1 week before 20^th I had a bad fever, fatigue and uncomfy body. When I went to the clinic, the doctor said im just having a low blood pressure. So just take few med and sleep. Until i meet 27^th.

I bought two types of pregnancy kit. My friend whom I companied her last month when she wanted to buy the kit, she told me that she needs to get the kit in different type. I asked what are the rationales and she said its to ensure accuracy. One kit might provide a different result from another. So I take her words and buy 2 of them. I drove back home and when I reached home, straight to the washroom and test.. Syukur Alhamdulillah… both kits showed the same result. I feel like crying, I feel like wanna shout but I just keep it to myself. Not even to my husband. I surprised him by just leave the kit at the washroom and let him find it himself.

Allah is great. He tested me with many obstacles and he let me to have this miraculous gift at the very early stage of my marriage. Without having many attempts and yet to go for our honeymoon but we have been given with this gift. Some of my colleague said this is what we call “bunting pelamin”. Im not so sure how it works but yeahhhh it happened. I always take lightly with their words. One senior of mine asked me to go for our honeymoon during the gap between my reception and PD reception. She said “baik pegi minggu tu, mana tau nnt ntah2 habes belah PD awak pregnant” and I laughed out loud. I said “takkan la cepat macam tu” but yeahhh it happened. Allah is great..

So today, im 9 weeks 5 days. This Sunday going to be my Week 10 and im nervous. There are so many things that Im worried about. Last Monday, I have few spotting and we went to the clinic. The doc advised me to not to do a lot of movement cuz the baby is still weak. Not forming yet. I have to wait for another 3 weeks to complete my first trimester. This is my first experience and I have a mix feeling. 
I feel happy, nervous, worried, and many more. 

Hope Allah smoothen my journey. Amin..