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OMG! Im getting married in another 5 days and i still cant believe it!

I will marry a guy whom i always share my stories with, a guy who always there when im down, a guy who always give me support especially on my health, a guy who loves me endlessly.

I need to realize that. I need to appreciate that. He is so nice to me. People said, we as woman must give our heart to our husband wholeheartedly. I ask myself, "Can i do that?" Everyday i pray to Allah to open my heart, to soften my heart, so that i can slowly love him. In sha Allah. And knowing myself, if i have started to love someone, i can go crazy. Does he deserves to be loved crazily by someone like me? I dont want to be certain on this, just let it be and let the time to decide. 

Whatever it is, i just dont want to set the bar too high. I wanna get married first, then i will decide.. heh! Mcm tu boleh eh.. hahaha..

Anyway, wish me luck gaissss.... 

xoxo