Merisik ke Dirisik?

Halo halo.. kopi ke milo... hahaha

Dah dah tak payah nk kopi ke milo sgt.. To make the story short, today is a special day for me..Zhaf's family dtg merisik..*gulpp*  Walaupon actually dah terang2 la i ni gefren dia kan.. Tapi kira nk ikut adat la kan.. So kene la start off with risik.. Since last week i dah pegi PD kan.. so this week his family plak nk dtg risik and discuss la sikit2 on next step.. Jeng jeng jenggg.. 

I dont know how to express my feelings right now. Yg paling penting is i feel so grateful and thankful.. Syukur Alhamdulillah.. He sent someone who really loves me, appreciates me, thinks that im perfect which im not.. Who always treat me like a princess or queen sometimes.. Ya Allah, terima kasih byk2 kerana jumpakan aku dgn dia.. 

He is a very nice guy.. he listens to all my stories, my problems, my jokes without disappoint me. Sometimes i know he is tired but he will definitely fulfilled my requests though sometimes its a stupid request.. Dia baik sgt.. 

I know him since 28 April 2013..and for almost a year, we always share tips about my health. We talked about health, how to treat, how to manage, how to overcome and all.. but after a while, bila dah start rapat, he's been listening to all my craps.. including my drama-relationship bedtime stories.. hahaha.. Dia dengar je.. I even tell him that im dating this guy this guy, dia dengar je.. and when i had a fight with them and mengadu kat dia pon dia dengar je.. Basically dia adalah seorang teman.. Teman berbicara, teman mengadu, teman suka duka.. Till one day, when i had to go for my 2nd surgery, when the guy that i dated with has gone, dia yg ada di belakang and bagi semangat... (I dont know how to describe that for now, he is so special for me) 

For a year, we only text each other.. Yessss.. Since April 2013 until 7 March 2014, we only text each other.. tak pernah cakap, tak pernah call.. We started with pm fb, then 2 months later upgrade to whatsapp and we whatsapp each other til 7 March 2014. That was on my birthday, he asked me out for the first time.. OMGGG!!! Nervous giler kot.. Since he knew that i was single during that time, dia ajak dinner.. Yg buat lagi touching, he took leave on that day semata-mata bcuz nk pick me up at the office.. Dia cakap takot lambat..and he doesnt want me to wait... (knowing him someone who is workaholic, took leave on my birthday! mmg buat i touching..lol) Masa birthday tu, we had our first dinner at Ole-ole Bali.. So ni kira our special place, special restaurant.. Lps ni tau la if dia bwk pegi situ sure nk sweet2 la tu.. hahaha

Lepas tu we all continue to be teman.. teman tapi mesra.. Why mesra? Because feelings tu dh start malu2.. and the way he cares tu macam extra special... And..... during my radiotherapy treatment tu, he took leave every Wednesday for the entire 2 months just because he volunteer himself to send me to the hospital.. Kira rabu tu hari dia la...(Sweet kan?) Haihhhh...

Then since 7 March 2014 sampai la i dirisik in October 2014. 7 months after we met, he decided to take one step further =) Alhamdulillah....

"LOVE NEVER FAILS"