Today, this date, 2 years ago, I was pushed to the Operation
Theatre for 8 hours of major surgery to remove a tumour sized 8cm x 4cm.
Then
later was being unconscious for 5 days in the ICU.
1 year later, unwillingly I did my
second major surgery to remove the regrowth tumour sized 4cm.
In between that, I had 5 surgeries to drain out the brain liquid from my head through my spine. I
suffered a lot until silently I feel like giving up.
5 months ago, I went for
30 sessions of radiotherapy. In middle of radiotherapy, I had 6 times of
seizures that made me to be placed in the ICU again. The bad seizures caused me
some selected memory loss.
Now, Alhamdulillah, so far, I’m in a good condition
(hopefully it will last forever). I must thanked Allah swt for the many
opportunities that He gave me to live my life a little bit longer.
Besides
that, many thanks to my family and friends who continuously support me until I found
this EXTRAORDINARY STRENGTH within myself.
Some people said, don’t look back bcuz
u might stuck with your past and will not move on with your life.
But for me,
by looking back to my past, it made me feel proud of myself bcuz I managed to go
through all these tests patiently and I can feel that there is so much
positivity in me...
It made me stronger than before… Syukur Alhamdulillah..
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