Backstabber

For the 1st time in my life i have seen the real backstabber and that is my own friend. Its a she! She is very very very VERY close to me all this while. I gave my all for the friendship. I gave out of my best for her BUT i was disappointed  when I got to know that she talked bad about me behind my back... (extremely disappointed and cant believe it!) Her tone and the way she talked about it was like "What the hell??!!!" and "Who she think she is??!" At first yes, i cant believe it but four ears had witnessed it and that four ears belongs to the person whom i grew up with. I know it sounds biased but well HELLOOOO... a real friend doesnt talk and say bad thing about you la, in fact they would have eventually say it straight to your face. Just so u know what i mean....

So, how do i accept this kind of situation? When i got to know my own friend back-stabbed me this way. Seriously i cant accept it. BUT i believed this is one of Allah's way to test me, to test my reaction and my action towards it. Alhamdulillah my level of patience is high and tolerable enough. Whatever that i wanted to do, wanted to say, i put my brain ahead from my heart. I think before i act. You know, sometimes, people always say, "kalau ikutkan hati aku ni, memang dah lama aku sound minah ni" things like that.. But, when i come to think about it again, why must i act in such way. Allah gives me aqal to think what are the good and the bad consequences arising from my action(s). I made a lot of thinking and analysing. I think from different angles and i have decided to keep it to myself, just be a lil bit more of patient and pray to God that He will put me in the most calm situation. 

Im glad that i have many super supportive friends. MANY of them! Alhamdulillah.. and of course i have Allah s.w.t. Whatever happens to me i know they are all fated and have been written that way. 

Oh i didnt mentioned what kind of stuff that these backstabbers usually look for kannn? Will update in my next entry.. 

For the conclusion, "sepandai-pandai tupai melompat, akhirnya jatuh ke tanah juga".